Yes, I fucked her. But it didn’t work. Every time I looked at her, my head filled with pictures of you. Her skin didn’t feel as soft as yours. I didn’t like the way she touched me. And her kiss… didn’t make my head spin the way yours does. You’ve ruined me for anybody else.
Jodi (The L Word)
I know I say this a lot about posts but this is how I feel. This is how I feel right now at least, with anyone I try and talk to. “You’ve ruined me for anybody else” hits so close to home. I’ve said those words before that’s how much this post is my life. Idk man. Fuck.